No Sleep Here

I just cannot sleep it's 12:05 am. I am so tired yet I am so restless. I just don't know how I am going to get through not having my kids right now. I am thinking about them sleeping looking like the precious angels they are. I miss Jack calling out mama bear or kissing me saying i wuv you mama bear. I miss my Lexy screeching away. I have been praying a lot tonight and just hoping god answers.