Friday, November 21, 2008

So happy

Thought I would update while the kids nap and I have a moment to myself. Last night I got the kids for my weekend and it was just amazing. It's crazy how in 3 weeks they can grow up so much. Jackman talking up a storm and Lexyboo pulling up and scooting on fruntuire. Of course it's a bittersweet moment it also makes me sad because it seems in such a short period of time I have missed so much. When I picked them up I of course cried more than I anticipated. I thought I could hold in and not show that what he did hurt me but I couldn't. My kids are my entire world they are all that matter to me. Once I get a chance to post pictures I will.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

congrats on being able to see your babies, stay strong, you have no idea how many complete strangers are praying for you. we wish you the best of luck. I personally fear that one day this will happen to me. I'm a 21 y.o. SAHM with no sort of income and there are so many times i wish i could just grab a few things and leave, but at the same time i do love him, but i have a fear that one day he will take our son away and i will be left with nothing. His father did it to his mother so i wouldn't be surprised if it was done to me.

Tamara said...

I thank everyone for the prayers. I hope no one has to ever go through what I am going through. It's so hard starting over and fighting for what you care about the most. I just hope god sees me through this whole mess.