Tomorrow=court

I have my first family court apperance tomorrow. I am anxious and nervous. I just pray to god that things go in my favor. I have been through hell these past 3 weeks. I miss my kids so much I have been away from them a long time and it breaks my heart. I still have questions that I know will never have answers. Like how could you hurt me physically and emotionally? How can you say you loved me yet do something so evil as to seperate me and our kids? I guess I already know that answer. It was never about love but control, everything I thought you were and I thought we meant to each other was just an act. Keeping my kids from me is the last bit of control you have and when I am reunited with them and that control is lost I will be free to move on and heal. I also would like to just thank everyone all my friends and family for being there for me. It's great to know that no matter what there are people behind me supporting me in my time of need. So keep me and my children in your prayers tomorrow. Love ya all.