Life Kicks Our Asses

I honestly wish I could say life is getting better for me, but it's not. I work a part time job and go to vocational school school at night. I struggle supporting myself and my kids every other week. No one care though. I don't matter no one sees that I am trying to make things better. I work so hard and for nothing. Sure I hope that in the end it all pays off. Right now though it feels like it will never end and I'll always just be stuck. I think back on my life so far and I can't think of one thing I did that was so bad that I deserved all of this. yeah like everyone else floating in misery I ask why me. why me? why is it that I get beat down emotionally and physically yet it goes unnoticed. Why did he get physically custody of the kids when I always cared for them and loved way more there my entire life. why is that I have to struggle while he sits back and has all his wants and needs handed too him on a silver platter. All I can say is it is completely true when it is said that life is not fair.