Been A Very Long Time

My life has just felt like it's on a destructive path.My year has been filled with so much pain and minimal good. First the split with E and then court and having everything I love feel like it was being ripped away. Then I met someone who filled my heart with such happiness just to play mind games and there I was hurt again. A few more guys have come and gone.......I thought maybe they might have that light inside them I was looking for but they don't.....so here I am done hoping and done looking, I just want to be with my kid's and I don't want any extra people coming into our lives anymore.

Even a year from now I am still struggling with being a single mom, still trying to get on my feet again. I am just hoping this year 2010 that I am going to be stronger and wiser and just have a better year.