Smudging up my name

I have been accused of the crime of being a slut, all those who are accusing me actually do not know me at all. well........I guess those who don't know you must know you best right? screw family and my friends I have for years....yes...most deff. strangers are those one who are inside me and know me the best.

It amazes's me absloutley amazes me that someone who was once suppose to be such a good friend would all of sudden treat you like your a horrible tramp all because they liked you and wanted something more and you didn't want to.

It hurts deeply when someone spits all over your identity and has a bunch a people who only know your name judging you. Yes I will admit I have been slapped in my idenity and it stung.

I always thought you were an awesome person and that we had so much fun. Yeah you liked me and I tried to like you too......but I just couldn't you felt like family like the love you have for a brother or a sister. You just could never understand that......I tried not to hurt you, I tried to be adult and apologize for breaking your heart and all you could do was bash me with your friends, people I don't know.
It was at that exact moment I read all those comments that I knew you were not a good person.

Good people mess up like everyone else we get hurt we sometimes say mean things but we don't take it to the extremities like you did.

I hope your happy and proud and smiling, because yes you succeeded ya hurt me and hurt my kids by lighting a fire under my life. hmmm...........by Friday who knows I may not have my job which midly causes my kids to suffer but in your head thats justified because you think their mother is a slut because she didn't want to be with you romantically.

Kudos to you.....you got your revenge and I bet it tastes sweet but after that sweet sensation know that it will become a bitter taste in the back of your mouth.

As for myself I am strong and I am gonna bounce back.....right now I am wounded by those cruel words that were stated but I know I will heal and I know I am still me. I am still loving,caring,creative and a beautiful person and that's not going to change..........I am me and I am proud of that<3