Feeling down

I am feeling really sad right now. Jackman was asleep when his dad's mom came to get him, ( Just my luck he peed his pants while sleeping) so I had to change him and then carry him out the door. For the first time ever I seen my boy break down and it tore my heart up. I mean he has had I don't wanna go to daddy's whine sessions and vice versa when I pick him up. Tonight however he was grabbing on to me crying, begging to stay, yelling wait I want a hug and kiss. It was one of the hardest things I've had to go through. It actually had me so upset I had to take a minute to cry on the hall way stares before coming back up into the house. I still haven't completely calmed down and it's been about a half hour.

I feel like I might be over-reacting and that he's crying out of crankiness ( He's tired). Right now I kind of want to blame pregnancy hormones. Like maybe I wouldn't of reacted so badly if I was hormonally balanced right. I just feel horrible right now and wished I could of kept him longer :(

(Of course Miss Lexy was fine and happy like always)