Thunderstorms

Sooo we did not go to the family reunion we are getting thunderstorms and I didn't want to take them out in it. So Tommorrow is the communion party and then the weekend is basically over. The weekends are just not long enough. I also this pass week feel like I have been playing phone tag with Jack's new speech therapists. Thursday she called at 6 pm them I call her the next morning she didnt call back. Gosh he was evaluated like 2 weeks ago when are we gonna get this ball rolling.

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It is now summer

Took the kids out in the pool today. we have a way better pool but it was to much work to do alone so I used the little plastic one. Alexis did not like the water she started to fuss as soon as one foot touched the pool. Jack of course loved it he didn't really swim in it mostly pulled me to come stand in the water with him. Jack was so sad when I had to bring him in for nap time. So maybe we will go back out when he wakes up. yes I do have pics to show but the quality is not good
why is that every time I upload a pic it is on top that bugs me.

Memorial Day

*miles and Bianca* *zoey**lexerbean**jackman*

all drama aside the weekend was pretty good. I went to my aunt Willie's cookout yesterday. I had family coming to visit from Maryland. anyways Happy Memorial day:)

I am p*ssed OFF!!!!

I am so angry right now. I just want to scream and punch somebody! ok here's the situation. I was a realtive's house I cannot stand and my son and 2 of his cousin's were playing next to some of my family. I turned my back a second I was taking some pictures and when I looked over by the pool I saw the girls playing by it. so I got up to go over there and my son started to climb up to the deck (which I think should have a damn gate!) so I yelled to his 9 year old cousin to grab him and she didn't at first and then I started to panic and froze for a second and it freaked me out I screamed I was really afraid. well my sister was on her way over there and I think my cousin finally grabbed his arm. I was crying and I picked him up and hugged him. well my asshole of an uncle has the nerve to meanly say to me you don't just stand there and yell you run and get your kid. so after that I decided to get my kids and go home after the whole incident. well I guess people were saying that my kid being in danger is not a reason to leave and then my uncle said that I should of been watching my kid. I don't need his thoughts on the situation the guy is 41 living in his sisters house and smoking nothing but pot and is not in a realtionship ever and most importantly has NO KIDS!!!! so back the hell up and shut up loser!!!!!!!

Memorial Day Weekend

So the camping thing is out of the picture now. something about the campsite being so crowded that ed's aunt cannot have a tent on her site ( man it smells like crap in here) so heres my plans for this weekend. Saturday my sister and her family are coming over and I think they're going to spend the night then sunday were going to my aunt's cook out. that's about it for my plan I also cleaning the house from top to bottom(oh joy!!!!). I really don't like camp grounds to be honest they look like tralier parks in the woods. I just wanted the kids to expirence it oh well. ( they're 2 and 5 months so we have plenty of time) Happy Memorial Day Everyone:)

The Playroom Agreement

Darling Ed refused to give up our big bedroom. But he did agree after constant bugging last night that we can close up the play area. so I will not have to look at the mess of toys, yayyyy:) of course it will be months before we make the plan happen, why? because we are paupers and need tax money to do it. I am one of those people who cannot gradually do something I have to do everything at once. well its a half hour until Jack has ot so I need to vacuum and pick up toys so peace out!( is peace out even cool anymore?)

Switchroo

we only have 3 bedrooms at our place so off my living room is the play area. I decided I wanted to close off the play area and make it my bedroom giving the kids are big room as a play room. of course my darling ed said no way!!!! he likes his room I swear the man does not like change. so here is my new plan......I am still closing off the play area and I don't care how small it makes the living room look! then I want to paint the walls kind of a creamsicle color ( a play room should be bright) I am then going to but storage bins or whatever they are called for the toys. when people come to my house I don't want them to see toys everywhere kwim? of COURSE I will run this by darling ed ( this time I don't care what he says!)
On another topic this weekend is memorial day weekend. I wanted to take the kids camping with Ed's aunt but I don't know if we actually will. I just don't know where to squeeze it in. camping depends on my aunt! Shes having a cookout but does not know if its Saturday or Sunday ( if its sat. we more than likely will go camping) so right now it's a wait and see kind of thing.\

Summer Time!

Monday I got a call from my friend Summer I have known her for 11 years! but had not seen her in 3 and the last time we spoke was about 5 months ago. anyways she's having a baby and of course does not look preggo at all! (lucky bitch) here I am still flabby from my last pregnancy back in december and she still looks like a damn super model lol tonight was her baby shower and it was great seeing her and a few others I haven't seen in awhile. I would post pics but I dont have any darn it!:( left my camera home bc the batteries were dead ( note to self invest in some rechargable batts.)

My Brusier

Jack had a black eye. I have had a box of glass baby food dinners on my microwave for like a month or so he has never once touched it. Well today he knocks the thing right on top of him self. yeah yeah all you "self righteous mamas" out there I should of been watching him,I know what your thinking lol. I am taking him to my friend Summer's baby shower ( I have not seen her in 3 years) tomorrow and you know everyone will ask about his shiner! speaking of the baby shower I made a diaper cake my first one ever so I will definitely post pics of it. I am just hoping his black eye goes away before "The Keenan" family reunion. I won't name names but some people are just so judgemental. kids do get hurt on there own especially when they are late walkers and still have that wobbly walk lol

update

the evaluation went well, Jack is speech delayed a bit he is 2 and his speech is at the age of about 19 month old. so he will be reciving speech therapy also.

Early Intervention program

OK so for awhile now Jack has been getting occupational therapy for motor skill delays. It's been going great and he is doing awesome. well his therapist noticed that he seems to be a little behind in his speech. so today at 4 he is getting evaluated for speech. Just in case anyone was wondering where a 2 year old should be at in speech. I guess they should be speaking in 2 word sentences (jack is not) they should have like 350 words or something like that in their vocabulary. jeez i don't even know how many words my son has in his vocabulary. Jack also still babbles alot. I want to talk a minute about the early intervention program. It's a great program and it's free. I think its in every state. Our doctor recommended us but I think if you suspect a delay with your child they will come and evaluate them. I will update either tonight or tommorrow with the results.

Happy Mother's Day

Last night I slept over my friends house and after taking pictures I've decided I have gotten way to fat and need to DIET! really I have like gained 30 or yes maybe even 40 darn pounds. starting tommorrow my ass is gonna eat better plus exercise. now on to a new subject today is mother's day only it doesnt feel like it to me. I have not relaxed one bit I am still doing all the motherly duties I do every single day. oh well maybe next year I'll get that break lol who am I kidding thats in 18 years. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMS OUT THERE!

Bored......So Bored

I haven't written in a few days bc honestly I am a stay at home mama and nothing interesting has happened. so it's Friday which means its usually a movie night yeah we live pay check to pay check but we can still squeeze that movie in. I wanted to see 27 dresses but Ed won't go for a "chick flick" so maybe we will rent One Missed call I hear it's good. Saturday Ed has to work overtime in the moring and then were suppose to go to my friend crystal's. the sunday is MOMMY"S DAY! which usually means kisses and flowers which I love!

It's all about my Ed

Today I am gonna talk about Ed. everyone who knows us should know we fight all the time and words that would offend most are Terms of endearment to us. I just would like to say to my hunny that eventhough sometimes it feels like I don't care I really do I love you so much and you mean everything to me. From the moment I saw you I knew you were the "One". People can judge us by how we act but they will never know how we truely are. your a great dad and soon-to-be hubby......I love you. <3>

Jackman went to the doctors

well jackman had his 2 year appointment today. he is 36 1/2 inches and 30 pounds ( wow I have such a big guy!) anyways I wanna vent a little I love my doctor he's great I had him when I was little but boy I hate his office. We sat in the waiting room for an hour!!! which if you have small children you know its a pain. Just when you think you may stand up scream screw you and leave! they call us in and its then a 20 minute wait for the doctor. which leaves the question, Why Cant doctors offices stay on time? maybe they need to schedule better.....oh well. oh yeah and b/c I CAN!!!! I am uploading cute pics of the kids!


Lexy showing 4


Yesss hes sucking on a paci.......got a problem?

Jack's Curse

Last year the day after Jack's 1st bday he tripped over his ride on mack truck. Then his face smacked into the floor and he split his lip. yupp blood everywhere luckly he didnt need a trip to the emergency room. well the cruse conyuines!!!!! today he fell out of his bounce house bit his lip on the way down. not only did he bleed but his bottom lip is purple where the teeth hit. wow! I cannot wait to see what happens next year!

Bounce Bounce Bounce!

yes I relize this is the second post in one day but I just had to show adorable pictures of Jack's new bouce house. He played with his cousin's matt and bianca for like 2 hours in it. Thank you Sherry for one of Jack's all time favorite gifts.

the bounce house


jack loves his house



matty and bianca

Happy Birthday Jackman!!!

happy birthday to jack,happy birthday to jack! yupp today my boy is 2. It is also my cousins wedding tonight as well which means I have miss Bianca tonight aka bonkey. so In honor of jack's bday were going out to eat at friendlys, followed by going home and watching toy story. Due to my cousin's wedding we had jack's party last Saturday. It was Tonka themed and I even had construction worker party hats which no one wore but oh well they were adorable. I also decided to make his cake myself wow was that a hot mess and yes I will show pictures!!! and now its time to hear the latest Tamara and Ed Drama (we love to hate each other lol) I would like to let everyone know That I am a Bitch!!! why? b/c I bathed my baby at 12 am. well she spit up on herself and EDWARD wanted me to give her the poor man's bath and just wipe her up! sorry Mr. ass but she needs a bath I want you to puke on yourself then wipe it off with a rag. Then tell me if you think you smell good, Ha I think not! lets just say it ended with me putting my ring down the tub drain and him taking the drain top off to get it.( yea I am crazy and I LOVE IT) were over the drama now and back to our happy selves.





The hot mess of a cake

Jack Turns 2

Tomorrow Jack turns 2, I cannot believe it he's gr owning up fast. Jack's original due date was April 28Th. I was a week late so off I went to the hospital for a NST. of course my stubborn boy wouldn't move as much as they would of liked. Just like him never doing what he is told. so I had an ultrasound and he was estimating to be around 14 pounds!!!!!!!!! which of course no one thought he was that huge. so I made the decision to have a c-section, I always heard these horror stories about large babies getting stuck in the birth canal which I did not want that happening to my precious boy. so when I said yes to the c-section I thought I would have at least 2 days but hell no I was scheduled the next day! I went in 11:00 am the next day got hooked up to iv's and monitors then at 2:00 I was wheeled off to the OR. The spinal was done and I didn't feel it at all. Then at 2:31 my big man was born weighing in at a whopping 10 pounds 5 ounces, 22 1/2 inches long.
so In Honor of My Jackman's birthday I am gonna post some pics of my man through the years!




Jack just born


Jack 1 years old


Jack at just about 2